I delayed this post for a day because TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!
I can't help but wonder if a good test of internal youth (or childishness, if you prefer) is discovering how one views birthdays. I hear lots of people complain about this particular anniversary.
Why?
You're one year older.
So what?
Do you complain about having been one year younger last year?
Just be glad You're having experiences. Do something new. You might like it!